i thought i will be strong... but now i know i am so wrong. how silly of me to give you my tears... when aoll you have done is wipe away my fears.
2 araw na lang... magpapaalam na tayo sa isa't isa. nalulungkot tlga ako ngayon. mahirap huminga... mag-iingat tlga kayo ha... = )
e2 nga pla... i2 ay ung mga last 2 stanzas ko sana sa ngawa kong reflections. pakitiyagaan na lang po. dito ko n lng ibibigay sa inyo kasi hindi ko na siya mababasa. Hindi pumasa ung buong cnulat ko eh...kulang daw sa unity. pero ok lng. para sa inyo tlga i2...inyong inyo po...
Friends-loyal comrades until the very end. The very God-picked people whom we spent most of this High School life with and whom we put our trust on. From the appearance of the light up to the farewell of the dark we have been holding out our hands, watching each other’s backs. Others have been so precious that they became inspirations. Whether be it in joy or pain, winning or losing, comfort or struggle we have experienced all types of times together. Although there were times when relationships were to fall due to faults that caused hurt…we forgave. Always we attempted to keep the treasure-a friend. And at the end of the day we realize…each of them stays in the part the constantly remembers and prays. Life is incomplete without even a glimpse of their presence.
Memories…evidently, these are what will be left with us most of the time, from now. Gems that cheer up, strengthen, motivate, teach…gems that are simply treasures! To the wonderful beings that gave me, us, these treasures, “Thank you very much.” These crystals deep inside our hearts will never be diminished much more changed. Thus, always we will see the flashbacks…we will hear the echoes…and we will remember always, why coming back is so much fun.
Sa totoo lang ang feelings ko ngayon ay masusum-up ng song na ito, inedit ko yung ibang parts:
The Distance by Evan and Jaron
The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever MOSHIES is away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when MOSHIES will be back
MOSHIES is coming back
I cant take the distance
I cant take the miles
I cant take the time
Until the next time I see MOSHIES smile
I cant take the distance
And Im not ashamed
That I can’t take a breath without saying MOSHIES name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can’t take the distance
I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe MOSHIES is close to me
But it ain’t close enough
Not nearly close enough
Three days before graduation... Ahhhh... I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies I love you Moshies
Tatlong Arawby Parokya Ni Edgar
tatlong araw lang pala
ako naging maligaya
di ko man lang napuna
tatlong araw ko'y tapus na
araw ng kalokohan aking kinagalakan
di ko naunawaan na ako'y masusugatan
di ako makapaniwala at ako'y natulala
lumululong lumalala ngunit bat biglang nawala
tatlong araw lang pala ako naging maligaya
di ko man lang napuna tatlong araw ko'y tapus na
tatlong araw naging masaya isang taong lumuluha
bakit mo kaya nagawa
bakit ka hindi naawa ngunit kung mapagbibigyan
ang patalim ay hahawakan
kahit na magmukhang timang basta magkabalikan
tatlong araw lang pala ako naging maligaya
di ko man lang napuna tatlong araw ko'y tapus na
tatlong araw lang pala diman lang ginawang lima
di ko man lang napuna tatlong araw ko'y tapus na
talong araw(5x)
Hay.. another beautiful Thursday.. it was just last thursday wen we went 2 mla bay - wer both young & old sentimental fools gather & bond.. & I week has passed already.. a lot has transpired in a seemingly short span of tym.. moshies.. 5 days 2 go.. sorry, nag-cocountdown nako pero hu’s not bothered wid d remaining days na makaka-tambay tau sa bahay ntin?!
Next yr, wen we come bak, cgurado, iba na ang nag-ooccupy nung m21, cguro, di na kcng linis 2lad ng dati.. bka nga mukha ng smokey mountain.. cguro, iba na rin ung pix na nklgay dun, wla na rin nka-post na articles na likha ntin.. & cguro iba na ring name ng scientist ang nkalagay sa top ng blackboard.. nevertheless, bhay prin ntin un.. d first particular place I’d long 2 visit d very first tym I come bak 2 masci..
Hmm.. another beautiful Thursday.. congrats 2 ol those hu wer given d privilege 2 walk on stage & receive a credit from the school! U truly deserve d recognition! But above ol dat, I’m hapi 4 each one of us kc we did it! but guys, it isn’t just about d medal, it’s just a piece of metal anyway.. it’s more about d feeling dat ol ur "hardworks" + a lot of crammings have paid off.. & I know ur having so much trouble now.. ano bng l8st model ng cel ngaun? Wahehe.. ciempre, dpat my prize! Joke!
Hmm.. another beautiful Thursday.. intrams.. it doesn’t really matter if we didn’t make it. as long as we have u shouting ur hearts out! Iba tlga ung feeling kpag nkikita nmin kau.. khit la ng hope… ni break in d clouds nga, la tlga akong mkita knina.. fyt fyt prin! Sowee guys sa mukha ko! Wahehe.. normal mode na un.. I admit, kinakabahan ako knina.. & tlgang nhihiya ako sa inyo.. aside from being d panggulo.. I cud have done better.. cguiro kung na-serve ko ng maayos ung last service nung first set, we cud have won.. but den again.. He has a plan.. cguro nga, there’s a lot more dan winning over townes.. pero lam nio tlga kung bkit lang kagana-gana game knina, la kc c muimui!!! Ang cute nio plang tignan knina.. kumpleto pa tau! cguro, my bigger break n drating.. hu knows?
Sana rin, gumaling na c gail.. :)
Salamat tlga sa inyong lhat! Maraming salamat! moshies bato!!
It's only 11:00 PM and I am sitting in front of my PC, at the same time trying to learn new songs for the guitar. It's a creepily quiet surrounding here since everyone in my family is asleep, and all but one of my neighbors are out of town.
Well, I found myself immersed under a deep line of thought, 7 days? 1 week? this is all the time we have (well, officially, we can still extend, won't you guys like that? hehehe) together.
I have known most of you guys for 3 years now, although some I know for 4, others for 2, and some almost one year. And with those spans of time, I have grown to know many of you, but at the same time grown to know myself. I may not have knowledge of every little fact of everyone of you, but the thing that strikes me most, is that those little facts make each and everyone of you that damn special to me.
I had so many memories, so many fun times with you guys... Who could forget our little escapades at Robinson's, watching GoldMember? Who could forget our trips to UP Los Baños, UP Diliman, and even UP Manila? WHo could forget our "un-trips" to the Music Room? Who could forget our "Survivor" dramas during French? Who can forget about Mang Jimmy's All You Can Eat Rice with bonus viands? Who can forget George W. Bush(that stinking motorcade)? But above anything else, who can forget you guys? Who can forget all the fights (Ariel vs Jepax), (Marlo vs Paulo), (Jarry vs the world [joke!:P]), (everyone else)? And who can forget the times we went to "Salas, where great minds go to meet" and to "Json's house, where great minds go to eat[joke]"? Who can forget all the times we shared during class contests? Who can forget Julius as a "Macho Dancer" in a play with "Superman" in the background music? Who can forget the countless times that Aleli has been in some sort of misfortune? Who can forget the times, early in the morning when Jarry would arrive and say "M, may ikwekwento ako sa'yo"? Who can forget about the LG, Miguel, the Cheerdancers, and the ever so great PEP SQUAD? I may have forgotten (oh how ironic) some other incidents, but i would never forget you!
I may not have written an individual description like Json did, and failed to mention each and everyone of you. I may not have the writing prowess of Omar, Paulo and Miguel. All I want to say is something plain and simple, the truth from the deepest parts of my mind, my heart and my soul, "Mahal ko Kayong lahat!!!" (read it like a Fil-Am or Nancy Castilogne would) :P. If anyone would ask me a question like "Given the chance, would you ever consider being in another section, apart from Moseley?". My answer would be a straightforward: "I could, but I definitely would not."
And if anyone has anything not good to say about that, all you worth-for-nothing scumbags can just shove it right up into your a**. And that's the bottom line 'cause I said so!
Moshies! Help! Help me decide quick! Dati... feel na feel ko na magdlsu pero biglaan atang nagbago isip ko.. Para kasing gusto ko ng magdoctor.. Ano tingin niyo? Shall I opt for dlsu (Comsci) or up manila (physical or occupational therapy) Ano mas ok para sa akin? Or nafifeel ko lang na wag magdlsu kasi wala namang magddlsu na moseley? Argghhh!!! Di ko na alam ang aking gagawiN! Help me decide! Pls pls pls! I need an advice quick! Ayoko ng advice na gusto niyo lang ako pumasok sa up kasi andun kayo o para lang dumami ang mga papasok sa up manila. Give me a honest opinion of what you think. Itagboard niyo na lang ang advice niyo sa blog ko.. ty!
Just when we have found each other
Now it's time to say goodbye
For some of us it might mean forever
Others, a time to part and cry
The years that have just past us
Are slowly fading away
As we get older, our memories more distant
Yet we'll always remember this one day
Flying through the air
Our souls drift around
Dancing on top of the heavens
Never reaching the ground
For our pathways are before us
Whether we're ready or not
Our future lies waiting
And will someday be caught
But at the moment
We're forced to say a word
It's a word we've many times heard
A word so strong, that it'll break our hearts
But I will refuse
And not tell you goodbye
Because deep inside me
Our friendship will never die
Now we're getting to the end
Of our long trip
I hope you'll remember
This everlasting friendship
hehe... i made again another masterpiece... another one to add to my collection of poems...
well... just want to tell everybody that the helluva big crap of saying goodbye is one thing we really should not mean...
we say our goodbyes just for the meantime and not for eternity...
i think that will be all... GOODBYE...(just for now)
"You are my maestro
And I am your piano.
We play the same music,
The music of Love."
Heeey Pipz!!! Ako toh, ang dakilang classmate ninyo. Well, wala akong purpose na magshare ng sentiments chu chu dito. Nandito lang po ako para magbigay impormasyon dun sa mga nangangailangan and gusto ko lang sabihin ang lyks ko hehe.
Actually, wala naman talaga akong magblog eh pero since na wala namang tao sa mga oras an ito sa chatroom ay dito na lang ako.
First of all, gusto ko icongrats ang moshie kanina kahit na nga ba medyo talo tayo sa intramz, at least ginawa nila ang kanilang makakaya di ba. Go on, kaya natin toh. "One Big Fyt!!!!"....bleh, suka!! May Lasallian blood pa rin ako kahit unti. Animo Moshie!!!
Next, gusto ko lang sabihin na sana maayos na yung outing na iyon. All systems go na ako kaya sana maayos na natin un. Isa pa, libre ni Banj di ba, iba na talaga ang 3rd Honorable Mention(by default daw). Hehehe.
Anyweyz, alam niyo ba na wala talaga akong balak pumasok this day pero pumasok talaga ako para lamang makasulat ng letters hehe. Promise, I'll try my best uli next week para matapos na ang lahat ng sulat. Btw, THAANKSS nga pala ha for giving me the right and the space on all of your slambooks.
Well, time to go na pero one last thing, sana may magdala naman ng copy ng Ako ay Pilipino sa Monday. Hirap na talaga mag-watermelon eh hehehe :)
ei, gail hir.. la lng.. i got this from a frend way bak elems.. i love the thought of the message so hear it goes.. hope u learn sumthng from this one! love you moshies!! ;)
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance
to say our! "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
hay.. la lng tlga.. just wanna take a lil bit of your precious time to let you know na i love you guys.. pra if tomorrow never comes nga, ill be glad coz i had the chance to tell moshies how important you guys are to me.. so, to everyone, im sorry... thank you... i love you...
hayaan niyo naman akong pansamantalang kumuha ng inyong oras sa pagbabasa...hindi ko kasi mapigilan ang sarili ko sa pagsusulat dito matapos basahin ang kabi-kabila ninyong mga akda na sumasalamin sa iba't ibang mga emosyon...ayun.
bilang panimula, nais ko sanang batiin ang bawat isa ng isang maligayang araw ng pagtatapos. alam ko, malungkot/nakakatakot/di kapanipaniwala ang pagdating ng okasyong ito, subalit sa gusto man natin o hindi, darating at darating na iyan. sa mga nakadarama na ng kahinaan ng loob, itinatagubilin kong tibayan ang loob [gaano man ito kahirap] at ihanda ang sarili sa mga darating pang pagsubok. kung ngayon pa lang ay magpapadala tayo masyado sa agos ng pagdadalamhati, lalo tayong mahihirapan sa mga dalang pasakit ng hinaharap, hindi ba?
makabubuti rin kung maitanim sa ating isip ang kahalagahan ng matibay na pananampalataya at malawak na pag-unawa. marami pa tayong mga makakasalamuha sa sati-sarili nating mga pamantasan/dalubhasaan. mahalaga kung patuloy naying bubuksan ang ating mga isip sa pagtanggap at muling pag-ayon sa ating magiging bagong kapiligiran, at mga bagong kaibigan.
ukol naman sa pag-aaral, nais ko lamang sabihin na sana'y ipagpatuloy natin ang ating mga nasimulang tagumpay sa mppm[masci]. maganda ang kinabukasang nag-aabang para sa bawat isa sa atin, subalit atin lamang maisasakatuparan ang hinaharap na ito kung ang ating angking mga talento ay daragdagan pa ng pagsisikap at pagtitika. hindi ito madali, dahil nga sa maraming tuksong nasa paligid, pero kaya natin ito.
isang pagbati nga pala sa ating lahat sa ating pagkapanalo sa paligsahan ng mga dula sa el filibusterismo!
hanggang dito na lang muna siguro. salamat sa iyong panahon, ginigiliw na mambabasa. sa susunod!
manahan nawang patuloy ang kabutihan sa ating lahat.
kayo'y sumasaakin lagi,
[ang nag-iisa't walang katulad]
paulo jose m.
pahabol sulat: json, hindi sayang utak mo. [pinapatawad ko na ang nagsabi nito.] may plano ang Diyos para sa iyo at para sa ating lahat. sadyang maalam at mahiwaga ang mga balakin ng Panginoon, kaya't kung hindi mo maintindihan ang kanyang nais sa iyong buhay, magtiwala ka sa kanyang puso. [if you don't see his plan, and you can't understand, TRUST HIS HEART. -- hango mula sa isang kantang Kristiyano na hindi ko maalala ang pamagat]. wala rin, sa aking palagay, na tatawa sa iyong problema sa pag-ibig.
ikalawang pahabol: sa mga nais pang mapalapit at mapabilang sa mga katoto ng tambalang CHORDATES [paulo m. at omar c. sa mga hindi nakakaalam], gamitin ang email address na ito: chordates_forever@yahoo.com. lahat rin ng mga papuri/reklamo/suhestiyon/pagtatapat ng pag-ibig o kasuklaman [maging anumang pabatid kay paulo at omar] ay tinatanggap ng email na ito. magkakamit ng matatamis na sagot ang mga napiling mensahe
[maghintay mula isang araw hanggang isang buwan bunga ng mga kaibahan sa talatakdaan.]
[hindi tumatanggap ng anumang bagay na kahina-hinala o nakapipinsala sa iba (pisikal o hindi).]
"two roads diverged in a wood, and i- i took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference."
-robert frost, poet
knna nung nasa car ako pauwi, npag-isip ako ng seryoso.. dun ko lng narealyz ung weight ng lhat ng nangyyri.. di pla ako nllngkot dahil gagradu8 na tau.. NATATAKOT ako.. all along akala ko nllngkot dhl mghhwahwalay na tau.. Hndi pla.. NATATAKOT ako na mwala ung mga taong sbrang nging special na para sa akin..
nung bnabasa ko ung posts nio knna.. nluluha ako.. alam ko nmn na khit iba iba na ung skuls nten.. we will still be MOSHIES.. pero wla lng.. iba kc tlga ung MOSHIES na araw araw ngkkta kita para mgkalat ng kakornihan s m21.. iba ung MOSHIES na ngppraktis para sa sbyan, spch choir, strit dancing, carolfest at playfest! iba ung MOSHIES na ngddsal in a big crcle.. waaah... mamimiss ko tlga lhat ng yon!!!
im so overwhelmed saten.. bihira kc ung section na sbrang bonded.. sbrang united.. at tlgang grateful ako at nging part ako ng sec ntin.. moshies, ur one of the best blessings na bnigay sakn ni GOD. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
congratz satin sa playfest knna! congratz satin dahil MOSHIES tau!
since ala pa akong blog (mahirap mgmaintain, w/ studies and evrythin... bwahahaha... studies?! ala s dictio ko un e...) dito ko muna ibubuhos ang mga prob ko.. bear with me... alam ko nmng mapgssbihan ko kau ng problema... and bsyds, consider this a light read, puro iyakan blues n lng e.. sumthin a tad lighter.. so here it goes...
we were eating s kfc knina nang mapasok nnmn ang 2ngkol s college.. and of course.. la salle ako.. as said, or more like dictated, by my rents.. sum1 reacted, cant remember exactly kung cno, "huh!? (c bevs ata un...) "sayang naman brains mo" (aun c bevs nga) nakisakay nmn ako s knya, sabi ko "mron b ako nun? ano un?" and so, i tormented myself once again and got inot thinking... is this really what i want?
(to omar and jamie: cnsbi ko s inyo... i'm dead serious... i'd rather give the scholrship 2 u... life wud have bin a lot easier kung walang gni2...) u see, after i told my parents na i got the scholarship, of course 2wang 2wa cla... well, shmpre hindi ako human kung hindi rin ako m22wa... pero naging blurred n ang icp ko... back 2 my rents.. nahihiya akong sbhin n gus2 ko s ibang school, pero hu am i 2 contest? it's simple a matter of gratitude... pasasalamat ko un, at bayad sa mga countless kabalbalan na ping-gggwa ko s buhay ko...
u know wat makes it even harder? 2lad nung incident knina... u tell people na la salle k mag-aaral, u'd get various rxns with all the same thought in mind... bakit ka la salle? pardon me, pero it feels like i'm being mocked... parang dey'r lookin down at me... dont worry... gnyan dn ako dati... until i got the same fate... it's karma, i suppose... s2pid me...
gus2 kong mag-ateneo, as in super... parang ang hirap isipin na nandi2 ako samantalang halos lahat kau e gumigimik sa libis... buhuhuhuhu... cguro God has other plans 4 me... my ADMU dreams have been shaterd... :(
moving on with my next problem... dis will be much more intrsting 2 read.. swear..
a friend of mine has done d unthinkable... will i always be prone 2 this kind of friendships? dis is dead serious... i'm telling you.. bakit nga b? ano b nmn kc nkita nya s akin? e kung ako sya, mrmi nmng iba jan... i certainly do not look good, pero di rin nmn ako patapon no... im a mediocre s2dent... im nothing but the average kind of guy... at least dat's how i see myself...
pero u know wat.. d json u knew, d insensitive, d "bato" has officially landed on d cursed land of people with fleeting hearts.. yep, you guessed it right... im in-L-O-V-E... (i swear i can hear your gasps of shock, or disgust!?!) pero dont get me wrong... i did not love her bcause she told me dat she felt sumthing 4 me... it hapend way b4 dat...
anyhow... ok.. uv had ur laugh... stop it...
congrats s ating lhat!!!
json ;p
p.s. dont even think bout asking me hu dat friend is... let's leave it at dat... u officially know 2 much already...
hay.. waaaa.. just read nnman moshies' blog.. dami nlang cnabng kkaiyak.. ewan ko ba.. i min, dhil dun sa blog na un, nallabas nmin ang klungkutan nmin.. mgulo nga eh.. msaya ka kc ggradu8 ka na & ol, pro mlungkot ka nman kc mawa2lay na ikw sa family mo... *sniff*
hay.. mrami nang nngyri sa sec nmin.. recently lng, na2lo ang moshies sa girls & boys vbol, c emski sa badmnton, & c 3sh ata sa chess.. hapi kmi dun kc it was really unexpcted.. khit d nmin nkuha ung ibng larong indiv, may nrealize nman kmi.. were better off workng as a team.. kc nga mahal nmin ang isat isa.. we giv importnce 2 each one kc we believe na united we stand, divided we fall (mnsan nga, united we fall pa eh..).. gnun kc nmin ka-love ang isat isa.. tpos knina nman, na2lo ult kmi sa play ng el fili.. sarap ng feeling! khit na last kmi sa cheerng, na alm nmn nming ala ata kming fu2re dun (hehe), msaya pa rn kmi.. best suportng ac2r c omar, per4mer of d yr c momo(go quiroga!), best drector c miguel, best scripwrter c gino at ciempre, champion moseley sa play!!! yipee!! iba tlga pag ng22lungan.. hay... pro cb nga nla, may ups & downs ang buhay.. once agen, nadala nnman sa er c mommy which made me quiet & serious knina.. cno ba nmang hnd magppanic pag narush sa hsptal mgulang mo db?? hay... thank God, ok na ult mom ko.. Thanks po tlga! ;)
hay.. sarap magreminisce tlga khit kelan.... sana bkas, snce practce na lng nman 4 our grad song ang ggwin, mgkaron ng tym kng san marrecall nmin ung past & macherish ung moments.. kung lam lng tlga ng moshies kng gano ko ka-thankful 4 having such clasm8s, frends, family.. iba kau.. nramdaman ko na may imprtance ako.. tnuruan nio kng mging mtapang & mlakas.. lam ko weak tlga ko, pro as long as nanjan kau lgi sa tabi ko, kaia ko probs ko eh.. may sandalan ako.. lam ko may ngmmahal sakin - kayo.. di ko tlga lam kng nong mggawa ko pra pabagalin ung tym 2wing mgkksama tau.. yoko tlgang mtpos.. lam nio yun? pra na kaung drugs na nakkaadik.. nging dependent ako sa inyo na tipong d ko ata makkaia na wala kau.. pro lets face it.. nsa harapan na ntin ang isa nnmang pinto.. aftr 4 yrs of struggles & hardwork, we finally did it.. ciempre, d most important thing jan kng bkt tau nkratng sa poction ntin ngaun & ng22ringan na prang magkkapatid ay dhil nsa center natin lagi c GOD.. He was & wil olweiz be our inspiration.. everything we did or do, was & wil olweiz be for HIM.. bcoz of dat, i really wanna thank God 4 blessing me wid such pips.. moshies, u helped me becum d person i am ryt now.. thanks a bunch! jess was ryt.. words arent enough 2 xplain wat i really fil insyd.. hay.... *sniff*
moshies, mahal ko kayo.. mgccolege na tau.. mgkkhiwa2lay na.. pro sana, ung memories ntin sa isat isa wil linger on not only in our minds but deep within our hearts.. i love you moseley/moshies.. *sniff*
wakapush
_gAiL_
moshies, dedicate ko tong song na to pra sa inyo.. hope u lyk it!
"special memory"
You will always be a special part of me
You will always be a special memory
I'll always cherish wonderful moments
You have given me
You are in my heart wherever I may be
All the times we shared will always be to me
Songs my heart will sing refreshing melodies
I'll put together all of your laughter
Like a symphony
I'll remember you wherever I may be
I h8 it wen u argue about a silly thought
Or d way u kip hiding from Jacob wen in fact ur already caught
I h8 it so wen u yell at me while I’m asleep
or shout out his name and leaves me ripped
i h8 d way u say “go” wen it’s in fact over
even obliges me some wine wen I fil lyk a loser
I h8 it wen u trouble me wid loads of work
and pushes a laugh to a corny joke
even just d way u stare at me wen I come late
but what i hate most is d way my tym is put into waste
over a stupid poem dat i don't think make sense..
but u know wat?
I wudn’t exchange u guys over a truck of chocolait..
pero kung isang pool un, hmm… pag-iisipan ko muna..
moshies bato!!
"it's not so bad.. ur just d best i ever had.."
~vertical horizon
aftr readin ur freakin blogs, i jus found myself myself teary-eyed... what's d mattr wichu pipol? y do u wannna make me cry like a baby?!
-----> enough of my pathetic side.
kpg iniicp ko n plpit n nang plpit grad nten, i rili feel xcited. i min, s wkas, we cn finally say gudbye to d cruel world of masci.. i cn finally entr my dream school.. but then i realyz tht as soon as i receive my diploma and go through all the notions of being called on the stage, it wud also min saying gudbye to the pipol whom i'v learnd 2 love and call my family. i have 2 say gudbye 2 moshies.
i dn't giv a damn if u call me a sentimental fool--i admit it. iyakin ako. sobra akong affectd ng mga simple things. but moseley is not just a simple "thing." moseley has been a fraction of my life... one of the arteries tht transport blood to my system (ngek).
TAKOT AKO. ayokong mwla sken ang mga pinaka-importanteng tao s buhay ko. d ko kyang ibaon s limot ang mga memories n inipon ko mula p nung first yr...
i know n nd ako tulad ng iba nting classmates n sobrng close s lhat ng mga moshies. nd ako ung tipong pala-sama s lakwacha. nd ako sweet. mdalang ako makipag-close s mga pipol. pro 2 those hu rilirilirili know me, alm nla kung gano ako ksentimentl at kaiyakin. konti p lng kc ang mga taong nkkita skeng umiiyak ng todo. kc nga, gus2 kong ipkita s mrmi n i'm strong. pro ciempre, my soft side sometimes shows up. tulad ngaun..
ewn ko b. nung 2nd yr, akala ko i belonged to the nerdiest bunch of pipol who cared for nothing but getting A’s… but I was wrong. Belonging to Moseley is not just about being in d top section—it is about belonging to the best people I could ever be with. It is about sharing your life with the most talented and most unique individuals in the universe. And I’m not exaggerating.
3rd yir p lng, iniicp ko n ang buhay n wla ang mga taong araw-araw kong ksma. Haha.. mtgl n pla akong takot. Pero noon, ciempre, sabi ko s srli ko: “mtgl p un. D ko muna iicpn un.” Pero ngaun, less than a month n lng tau mgkakasama-sama s iisang rum. Less than one month n lng tau s M21. D ko n kelngng itanong kung naiicp nio b un, dhil alam kong OO ang isasagot nio (hihinga muna ako ng malalim…)
after April 1, isa n nmng pinto ang mgbubukas pra sa ating lhat. College life. Makakakilala n nmn tau ng ibang tao who can make or break us. Pro alam nio, wla n yatang hihigit p sa mga taong nakilala ko s Moseley—wala nang hihigit p sa inio. I nvr imagind myself caring for pipol outside my biological family. Kc nga, iba kayo eh. Ksma ko kyo s mga moments of success at failure ko. Kayo ang ksma ko hbng pinagdadaanan ko ang different changes s buhay ko. Kayo yung mga taong nagappahalaga s mga efforts ko.. tinanggap nio kung ano ako. ‘ni minsan, hindi ako nagpanggap sa inio kc alam kong mhal nio ako. At napatunayan ko un s loob ng tatlong taon.
Three precious years.. hinding-hindi ko ipagpapalit s kahit n ano ang mga alaala ntin. S college, hindi ako makakakilala ng mga tulad nio. Inspirasyon. Ksma s kalokohan. Kakwentuhan. Hingahan ng sama ng loob. Kaibigan.
Ang dami ko pang gus2ng sbhn, kya lng bka masira tong keyboard ko dhil sobrang basa n ng luha… Words are not enough to express how I really feel about leaving you guys. Mahal na mahal ko kayong lhat. Hindi ko kayo makakalimutan habang nabubuhay ako. At sana, kung may afterlife man, magkita-kita pa rin tayo… I will never grow tired of loving you, moshies. Slmt s lhat-lhat.
Lord, thank you for blessing me with such wonderful people.
ei, 1st tym ko mgsulat d2 sa blog ntin.. la lng.. nbasa ko kc ung mga cnulat niong artiks bout moshies.. la lng.. naiiyak lng tlga ako hbng bnabasa ko cia.. nkklungkot mang icipn pro mngyyri na nga cia..
hay nku.. hnggang ngaun nga, d ko pa lam kng san ako mg-aaral eh.. ngu2luhan pa tlga ko whether UP or dlsu, pro mukang sa st. lukes pa ko mppunta.. waaa.. nguguluhan na rn tlga ako.. pro isa lng tlga ang naiicp ko ngaun, kaung moshies..
mahal na mahal ko kayo!!!! pramis.. tnuring ko na kaung 2nd famly ko.. ayokong icping mgkkhwa-hwalay na tau within a matter of days.. sobrang pkramdam ko iiyak ako sa grad or gradbol.. ewan ko ba, pro hnd na ko mhhiya.. bsta, ang lam ko lng, nging important part na kaio ng buhay ko.. cguro nga, mkklmtan ko mga faces nio pro hnd pa rn ung pgktao nio.. lam nio kng bkt? kc iba kau eh.. bwat isa sa inyo, may knya-knyang charactristc kaia kau nging ka-pmilya ko, 2lad nga ng cnab ni paj.. bsta, super mahal ko kau.. khit na mdalas akong mgkaron ng mood swings at nattarayan ko kau, anjan pa rn kau.. d nio ko iniiwan.. pngttyagaan nio ang akng ka-oti-han & kakulitan.. lam ko naiinis na kau sa sobrng pggng baby ko mnsan pro nging frend ko pa rn kau.. bsta, hnd ko ma-xplain.. sobrng mlu2ngkot ako pag ngcollege na tau.. swerte ng mga mgkksama sa skul & dorm, sana maala2 nio pa rn kmi.. hehe.. (yoko tlgang umiyak! argh!)
hay.... tama na muna e2.. saka na ko mgdadag2.. at least, napaalam ko sa inyo kng gano nio naapek2han ang buhay ko.. maraming maraming salamat sa lahat ng memories.. i love you all!! MOSELEY BATO!!!!
I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
I am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life.
I am a heart, you are my beat,
beating rhythmically to my happiness,
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love, and happiness.
Always.
Forever.
Moshies - this is a short poem I made for each and every one out there. Hope this poem could portray how important everyone has been to me. May this poem be able to express my utmost gratitude to everyone. I love you all!
I know many of you, if not all, would like some things to say, to express your deepest and sincerest sentiments in the last remaining few days in MaSci as "Moseley" (or Moshies if you'd like that one better) through the magic of our section's blog, please put your name, or any means of non-cryptic identification at the beggining or at the end of the post, whichever is more comfortable to you, so that we would know who wrote that heartwarming message or that corn busting joke or whatever...
I HATE YOU ALL!!! Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi masyado kayong naging mabait, masayang kasama, mapagbigay at iba pa. Masyado niyo akong tinanggap kung ano ako. Dati rati.. sabi ko ayokong maattach sa kahit kanino sa high school kasi I know na there will come a time na magkakahiwa-hiwalay din tayo. Pero ano? Naattach pa rin ako sa inyo. Hindi ko kayang pigilin. And now, I have to deal with all the pain. Super mamimiss ko kayo! Naiinggit nga ako sa ibang TYT kasi magkakadorm sila, at least sa college magkakasama pa rin sila. Tapos karamihan pa sa inyo Ateneo at UP Diliman, so magkakalapit lang kayo. Sa piling niyo lang naging masaya ang high school life ko. Sa piling niyo lang talagang naipakita ko ang totoong ako. You've changed me, and without you all, malamang wala ako.
If there's one thing in my life that I won't regret, iyon yung nakilala ko kayo. Even if I have to deal with all the pain, at least I have for 2 years experienced happiness that I know hindi ko makakamtam kung sa ibang section ako napunta. I hope kahit na college na tayo, hindi tayo magkakalimutan. I WILL MISS YOU ALL! Mahal ko kayong mga Moshies! Aking mga kapatid!
Phew! After much trials, I have finally learned to post in this good 'ol blog. Oh, well...It is my first time here thus I want to start with a bang but after much contemplations, I have decided na simple na lang siguro i2ng ilalagay ko. Kagagaling ko lng ng masci by this time. May nagsabi kc na may practice daw eh but it turns out na hindi naman pla 2loy. Well, that's life. Nabasa ko na ung mga recent blogs and all I have to say is that hindi kau mga mabababaw na tao. Its only human to cry right? And it is even more humane to cry with a reason.
Na-realize ko na paunti na nang paunti ang days na magkakasama tayong lahat, as in weeks na lang ang natitira so let's make the most out of it. Tama na muna ang mga awayan and everything. Let us be true to everyone na especially to those people na kinaiinisan niyo talaga. Alam ko nung retreat ay nakita ko ang ibang side ng mga tao kaya nga naman naiintindihan ko na cla ngaun pero paano nga naman dun sa mga taong hindi nakasama? Sana talaga magtapatan na tayo lahat kahit through "palanca" letters lang.
Un lang po. Right now, I am trying to send a message 2 one of my former classmates coz I really want 2 make up with them for all those years. Imagine, it has been 6 years since I talked to them and they still remember me.
helo moseley..
call it mabababaw, pero i'm crying... its 2 in the morning, i look out the window and see all of manila sleeping.. except for little ol' me... and it doesn't make any sense... even to me... my eyes are flooded with unknowing tears, kasi siguro ntatakot ako...
go on and read...
binabasa ko ung npkagndang cnulat ni nalin... i was laughing pa nga e... but then, out of nowhere came thoughts that disturbed me too much that i had too let out some of the tension...
16 days n lng moshies... 16 freakin' days of spending unwasted time with a family i've grown to love... a family i'm sure i can't live without... kanina, ngrereminisce na tau, ganun n lng kaiksi ang panahon... marami nang memories ang makakalimutan, mga pangakong never nang matutupad, mga pagsasamang paghihiwalayin for some unknown, divine reason... and it makes me really sad to think of leaving a cherished family behind for an unwonted life, one that i'm pretty excited to experience... but then, there's still the fear that nobody will love me in college as much as you did... oo, lagi tayong nagbabangayan, lagi tayong nagaasaran... if there's any1 hu shud be stricken by guilt, it would have to be me... but then again, i'd not trade my petty fights for anything in the world, they've taught me to be a better person, in one way or another...
anyhow, napapalayo na ako... sa mga retreaters na kasama kong umiyak... sana lahat ng mga sinabi natin ay madama nang lubusan, these words may seem like a flash in the pan na mangyayari once and never again, make that a reason for you to hold on to those words and let them linger in your mind for as long as you could... kahit di na mabasa to ng ibang tao... ok lng... i'd just like to say my piece... these are the things that i'll remember bout each and evry single moshie...
c jarry, masaklap man, sya ang nttnging kakilala kong npkrmig beses n nnligaw, pero mrming beses n ring napaasa.. pero believe rin nmn ako s fighting spirit nya... and 1 more thing, he is his own worst enemy... he has created a stigma against people who mock a test then get a perfect score... he is the very epitome of his enemies.. c rc, marami kming pngdaanan.. khit lgi kming d mgksundo, c rc p rin yan, never na mawawala yan sa puso ko... he has become 1 of my closest friends... c julius, weird ang kasutilan, pero i admire him... accdg 2 several sources, he wants 2 prove sumthing muna 2 himself b4 he reaches for his ultim8 star... u know wat im talking 'bout... c omar, kahit na inaapi-api ko yan, sya ang takbuhan ko... lingid man sa kaalaman ng nakkrmi, sya ang kinakausap ko in times of really big probs... kya nga my ngttmpo na s akin e...
c banj, gusto kong mging k2lad nya... nver yan nagagalit... swear... kaso nga lng pag namatayan sna wala n ung smile... c pax, dakilang tagapagdala ng tawa to many of our dull moments... he strikes unsparingly.. c danes, itong taong to kahit di pumapasok e npkdming alam... weird pero he seems 2 know evrythin, kya cguro he doesnt bother 2 go 2 school..
c marlo, palagi ko tong inaaway, pero highly superficial nmn... sya ang taong kung ano pa man ang meron ka, he can think of something better than whatever you've got.. have a new phone? he can think of a billion other phones better than yours.. gnyan ang prinsipyo ni marlo sa buhay... kaya amazing na hindi siya gnyan ky glai... c jamie is indeed a woman's guy... sya ang lalaking ngsasakripisyo pra sa mga kababaihan... c migs, mabagal... sobra... he makes julius look like a jaguar s sobrang bagal nya.. get my point? ;p c aldrin, e2 nmn ang sobrang ingay na lalaki, mala m... but if he gets 2 close 2 nalin, he becomes so quiet na bumubulong n lng sya..
c pau, the family man, he cares so much tlga 4 his family.. i've nver heard him bash his family in front of us, unlyk most of us.. c mong, d rison y he's always asleep in school is because he hardly gets any at home.. super sipag to the point of sleeping at 1 to finsih his nites.. just wish n i got 2 know him better.. c gino, ang tanging lalaking nang yayakap ng lalaki.. hanggang dun n lng un... bwahahaha...
girls nman.. c mitch ang babaeng parang alang kaenerhi-enerhiya... lago tong nanlalato.. pano b nmn, nkkpgusap s kung cno2 nng dis oras ng gabi at madaling araw, tuloy, kulong s 2log... c m, no word can describe ung pgssma nmin ni m.. lagi kming mgkaaway at ngccgwan ni2, pero mhal ko 2... she is such an animated character... btw, she is the much celebrated dr. love ng moseley... e1 ko nga b kung bkit sha d nya maayos ang sriling mga problema... c momy heart, sensible kausap 2, tatahitahimik pero once she speaks her mind, magugulat ka... most of us dont know na she acts like a child when around her close friends... c jess ang idol kong singer... she has the sweetest voice...
c jade? imagine, 3 years ko nng partner 2.. g-5... lucky her... poor me... joke! c jade ang babaeng buhok... she likes evrythin bout hair... buhok nya ay lging inaayos, buhok ng ibng tao, most specially mine, lagi niyang hinahawakan.. e1 ko nga b.. my hair fetish ata 2 e... c 3sh is the undisputed queen of talk ng moseley... so much stories, so little time... c jullie, wat sets her apart from most is not her voice... oo naiiba ung matinis nyang boses, pero it is jullie's heart that makes her such a wonderful person... never hesit8 2 approach her kc she's always der 2 talk 2 u... c leli, i simply love this girl... i was just so touched by what she had 2 say after the upcat results came... it even made me cry...
c janeth, d switest girl, grabe, she exudes fun, ganun k simple... c aesha, shempre ang babaeng 2 ay isa s mga kapwa dancer ko... pagtanda ata nmin un n lng ggwin nmn c buhay e.. no aesh? hehe... c momo, love ko 2!!! sarap ihug all the time.. and ma22wa k s knya... npkcute, at lalong mas cute kpag ngglit... sumisigaw!! c gail, shmpre mawawala b nmn 2, 4 n taon k n 2ng pingttisan... kming dalawa ay parang bread and butter, masarap kasi... bwahahahaha... sha ang kshare ko s parent problems...
c nhalyn, may pademure effect to, pero once 2mwa, get out of her way... ang kamao nya ang mkksagupa mo... pero kidding aside, nhalyn has served all of us well, and she deserves some credit... applause3... c lany, sya ang kausap ko kpag 2ngkol s pagkain... para kming mga food critics, ngrerecomend kmi s isat isa ng masasarap kainan.. pde n kming gumawa ng culinary magazine... c aboy, batas!!! she speaks her mind, and she's such a brave girl, kc she faces her probs, most of the time by herself.. 4 me, she's the strongest girl s moseley... dont let her size deceive u, she's been through the worst storms, and she has tried her best 2 face evry single 1 of them...
c ginel, kabaka ko to... pero u know wat, ders more 2 her than meets the eye... very deep thoughts ang lumalabas s bibig nya kpag seryoso sya... dont let the laugh fool u, she has her probs, pero she struggles just about everytym... c glai is the girl u'd want 2 take on a d8... she has much 2 say... pero she has much 2 learn din, specially s pinoy... kabatak ko 2 s pgging best in filipino.. ang sarap2 hilain ng dila ni glaiza at plantsahin 2 straighten it out...
so ayan... moshies ko '2.... i have evry rison in d world 2 cry... kc marami akong maiiwanan n mga minamahal when college gets the better of me... pero dont wory, mahal ko kaung lahat... u'll remain in my heart 4ever... sana ako rn...
… late na kc akong natulog kagabi eh..
lagi nman taung late matulog except ‘pag umandar na ung “biological clock” natin as gnel calls it.. ung tipong magugulat kna lng kc pagmulat mo ng mata, umaga na pla at lalo ka pang mababad trip kc.. ang gulo ng kwarto mo! Nanjang nakabuyangyang ung nbuk na sinisikap mong tapusin kagabi kc pasahan na bukas..
puede rin nmang puyat na puyat ka sa pag-kacram ng reaction paper na dapat ay nung sat mo pa ginawa.. eh sanay ka ng gumawa ng magmamadaling araw kya nman laki ng eye bags mo d next day… at kung june pa eh, 2 bad, kailangan mo n nmang mag-intay ng isa pang falling star para mag-wish na sana bumagyo bukas.. (bad!)
…ang sarap pa kc ng 2log ko eh
lalo na nung ber months.. lamig eh.. sarap tlgang matulog! O kya nman, ang ganda pa ng panaginip mo kya gus2 mo pa sanang bumalik sa mundong yun.. at least dun, fairy tales come true & wen stuffs go bad, u can always wake up from d nytmare..unlyk sa reality which lies ahead of u sa pagbangon mo, der’s always no way out!all roads lead to facing ur fears.. kaya dapat mala-girl/boy scout ka lagi.. pra yang french tests.. laging surprise!
…di raw ako magcng?!
Fyi, dati ‘pag l8 na kong gnising, madalas, dumadagundong na bahay nmin sa mga pagdadabog ko.. I blame dem sa pagka-late ko.. feeling ko kc, it’s der duty 2 wake us up in the morning.. sabi nman nung gumising sakin, kanina pa raw siya pabalik-balik.. naiinis na nga raw cia sa panghahampas ko ‘pag trinatry nia akong tapikin.. (sa totoo lagi ‘tong nangyayari pero di tlga ako aware.. ) ewan ko ba, ang sama ko tlga dati!
(as if mabait nako ngaun?!) hehe.. sabi ko nga, gawin na lng lhat pra magcng lng ako, khit saktan nako.. oki lng!
Ang hirap ko raw tlgang gisingin.. my nag-suggest nga na try kong gumamit ng alarm clock.. hehe.. naisip ko, wa epek din un.. tignan ko lng kung tumagal sakin un! (kawawa lng ung alarm clock ‘pag nairita ako sa kakangawa nia!)
….ang tgal ko kcng kumain
hehe.. pra raw akong nagdadasal ‘pag kumakain.. hehe.. either sopas lang nman un o lugaw o kya kung sinisipag c ate genalyn, eh rice at ulam pero kahit ano pa, ang tgal ko raw kumain! Hehe.. d truth is.. tinatagalan ko tlga. Kasunod na kc nito eh ung pagligo ko!
…ang lamig kc ng tubig
hay.. ilang beses akong kinakatok sa cr sa tagal kong paliligo.. hehe.. sa totoo lng, ndi nman tlga ako mtgal maligo.. at di ka2lad ng iba jan, la pa nman akong na-experience na sa sobrang antok, inimagine ko na lang kama ung malamig na sahig at tuloy ang beauty sa paghilik! Sa 22o lng tlga, mas matagal pa yung tym na na-coconsume nung titigan namin ng tubig kesa sa tym na talagang pinangliligo ko .. yung thought lang na malamig cia eh parang ayaw ko nang maligo.. pero mas ayaw ko naman nun noh! Yuck! Biruin nio, papasok ka ng skul, no toothbrush, ni-mumog! di kaya makapal na libag mo nun?! Eeww… Kaya khit labag man sa loob ko, titiisin ko na lang yung lamig!
Mainit na tubig? Graduate na ako jan eh.. di na effective.. nilalamig pa rin ako ryt after maligo.. atska masama raw ung laging hot water ung pinangliligo.. kya nga beat us! Twice na kaming nakaka-survive sa 4 na araw na paliligo ng malamig na tubig.. as in malamig tlga.. sa baguiopa! Hehe.. (dun, tlgang binibilisan ko na, pero di nman kcng bilis ni juli na pumasok ng 6:30, lumabas ng 6:31.. hehe..sa 22o lng.. nattakot kc ako sa cr nmin.. my mumu kc dun eh..)
…traffic kc sa lrt.
Hindi nga! nagkaka-traffic din nman sa lrt! Oo, 22o, pramis.. swear.. technical probs o kya nman.. siksikan blues sa loob.. ‘pag minalas ka lang tlga, at mtgal maayos ung train, sabog-sabog ka na.. mag-prepare ka na ng ¼.. pero ngaun, di na kelangan, pipirma kna lng eh.. o kya, isip kna rin ng name na ilalagay mo sun sa list ng late na gagamitin mo para makalusot.. hehe.. (oi, ung mga guilty jan! hehe.. ) pero di ko gngawa yan! (cge na nga, masama ang cnungaling, na-try ko na cia, once.. hehe.. actually, my ka-partner ako sa crime na un eh.. kakatuwang icpin.. nandun kc ung kaba na baka mahuli nung guard, bka kc tignan ung id.. hehe.. pero swerte lng tlga, nkalusot! Pagka-sign nga nmin nung kasama ko, takbo kagad kmi.. hehehe..) 'wag nio kong gagayahin ha, bad un.. dare lng ung samin!
…dahil kay sir agustin..
kung my isa akong bagay na natutunan nung second yr, un ung salitang “late”.. at least, my naituro sakin khit papaano si sir! Ewan ko ba, nasanay na yta ako since den.. nung first yr kya, ang aga-aga ko, kasabayan ko pa nga nun sina peter eh.. wala pang araw, nasa skul n kmi.. nauunahan pa nga namin ung guard eh.. (hehe.. prang kapatid ko.. 22o.. minsan nga, 5 mins pa lng nang umalis cia, bumalik kagad.. wala pa raw kcng tao sa skul nila.. natakot.. madilim p nman daw kc.. hehe..)
...dahil 5 mins advance ang relo ko..
inadvance ko tlga yan, 4 gud effects pero ewan ko ba, kabaliktaran ang results.. masyado akong nagfafall sa mentality na matagal rin naman ang 5 mins.. pero sa 22o lng.. ang bilis lng nia.. kya nakakagulat tlga kc, sa pagkuha mo ng medyas at pag-suot mo nito.. pag check mo ng tym, 5 mins past na since nung pumunta ka sa drawer.. tsk tsk…
late n nman ako.. mag-papass n nman ng 1/4 , pipila pra maghintay mag-ring ung bell 4 d second subject.. hay… lagot n nman kay ma'am doris! pero ang 22ong tragedy: 5 mins late lng ako!
Lesson learned, yet, not applied: Don’t take granted a second of ur life!
***we need a lot of self-discipline.. kya tlga.. pramis! di nako male-late.. mamatay man c britney spears.. hehe.. joke lng..***
Peepz, we’ll be facing a bigger world months from now.. and I know dat u’r pretty xcited na rin.. sabi nga nila, boring na sa masci.. pero sana, b4 we move on 2 d future and leave d past behind... may we not regret d things dat we shud have enjoyed in d present..
mahal na mahal ko kau.. may God always bless us!
there's a rainbow always after d rain.. dainuh.. dainuh..
s wkas, tpos n ang mga tests! college n tau! yipee!
----> come 2 think of it, last n pla nting "high school test" un.. mdio nkklungkot dn nmn kht paano..
i rceivd a nice txt msg from a friend. here it goes...
"wg kng mtkot mgmhl at icpng mssktn k rn nmn. wg kng mnghhinayng kung bngy mo lht pro nwln k rn s huli. icpn mo, bt k mgppktnga s taong sobrang tanga pra d k mhlin!"
::jm
