helo moseley..
call it mabababaw, pero i'm crying... its 2 in the morning, i look out the window and see all of manila sleeping.. except for little ol' me... and it doesn't make any sense... even to me... my eyes are flooded with unknowing tears, kasi siguro ntatakot ako...
go on and read...
binabasa ko ung npkagndang cnulat ni nalin... i was laughing pa nga e... but then, out of nowhere came thoughts that disturbed me too much that i had too let out some of the tension...
16 days n lng moshies... 16 freakin' days of spending unwasted time with a family i've grown to love... a family i'm sure i can't live without... kanina, ngrereminisce na tau, ganun n lng kaiksi ang panahon... marami nang memories ang makakalimutan, mga pangakong never nang matutupad, mga pagsasamang paghihiwalayin for some unknown, divine reason... and it makes me really sad to think of leaving a cherished family behind for an unwonted life, one that i'm pretty excited to experience... but then, there's still the fear that nobody will love me in college as much as you did... oo, lagi tayong nagbabangayan, lagi tayong nagaasaran... if there's any1 hu shud be stricken by guilt, it would have to be me... but then again, i'd not trade my petty fights for anything in the world, they've taught me to be a better person, in one way or another...
anyhow, napapalayo na ako... sa mga retreaters na kasama kong umiyak... sana lahat ng mga sinabi natin ay madama nang lubusan, these words may seem like a flash in the pan na mangyayari once and never again, make that a reason for you to hold on to those words and let them linger in your mind for as long as you could... kahit di na mabasa to ng ibang tao... ok lng... i'd just like to say my piece... these are the things that i'll remember bout each and evry single moshie...
c jarry, masaklap man, sya ang nttnging kakilala kong npkrmig beses n nnligaw, pero mrming beses n ring napaasa.. pero believe rin nmn ako s fighting spirit nya... and 1 more thing, he is his own worst enemy... he has created a stigma against people who mock a test then get a perfect score... he is the very epitome of his enemies.. c rc, marami kming pngdaanan.. khit lgi kming d mgksundo, c rc p rin yan, never na mawawala yan sa puso ko... he has become 1 of my closest friends... c julius, weird ang kasutilan, pero i admire him... accdg 2 several sources, he wants 2 prove sumthing muna 2 himself b4 he reaches for his ultim8 star... u know wat im talking 'bout... c omar, kahit na inaapi-api ko yan, sya ang takbuhan ko... lingid man sa kaalaman ng nakkrmi, sya ang kinakausap ko in times of really big probs... kya nga my ngttmpo na s akin e...
c banj, gusto kong mging k2lad nya... nver yan nagagalit... swear... kaso nga lng pag namatayan sna wala n ung smile... c pax, dakilang tagapagdala ng tawa to many of our dull moments... he strikes unsparingly.. c danes, itong taong to kahit di pumapasok e npkdming alam... weird pero he seems 2 know evrythin, kya cguro he doesnt bother 2 go 2 school..
c marlo, palagi ko tong inaaway, pero highly superficial nmn... sya ang taong kung ano pa man ang meron ka, he can think of something better than whatever you've got.. have a new phone? he can think of a billion other phones better than yours.. gnyan ang prinsipyo ni marlo sa buhay... kaya amazing na hindi siya gnyan ky glai... c jamie is indeed a woman's guy... sya ang lalaking ngsasakripisyo pra sa mga kababaihan... c migs, mabagal... sobra... he makes julius look like a jaguar s sobrang bagal nya.. get my point? ;p c aldrin, e2 nmn ang sobrang ingay na lalaki, mala m... but if he gets 2 close 2 nalin, he becomes so quiet na bumubulong n lng sya..
c pau, the family man, he cares so much tlga 4 his family.. i've nver heard him bash his family in front of us, unlyk most of us.. c mong, d rison y he's always asleep in school is because he hardly gets any at home.. super sipag to the point of sleeping at 1 to finsih his nites.. just wish n i got 2 know him better.. c gino, ang tanging lalaking nang yayakap ng lalaki.. hanggang dun n lng un... bwahahaha...
girls nman.. c mitch ang babaeng parang alang kaenerhi-enerhiya... lago tong nanlalato.. pano b nmn, nkkpgusap s kung cno2 nng dis oras ng gabi at madaling araw, tuloy, kulong s 2log... c m, no word can describe ung pgssma nmin ni m.. lagi kming mgkaaway at ngccgwan ni2, pero mhal ko 2... she is such an animated character... btw, she is the much celebrated dr. love ng moseley... e1 ko nga b kung bkit sha d nya maayos ang sriling mga problema... c momy heart, sensible kausap 2, tatahitahimik pero once she speaks her mind, magugulat ka... most of us dont know na she acts like a child when around her close friends... c jess ang idol kong singer... she has the sweetest voice...
c jade? imagine, 3 years ko nng partner 2.. g-5... lucky her... poor me... joke! c jade ang babaeng buhok... she likes evrythin bout hair... buhok nya ay lging inaayos, buhok ng ibng tao, most specially mine, lagi niyang hinahawakan.. e1 ko nga b.. my hair fetish ata 2 e... c 3sh is the undisputed queen of talk ng moseley... so much stories, so little time... c jullie, wat sets her apart from most is not her voice... oo naiiba ung matinis nyang boses, pero it is jullie's heart that makes her such a wonderful person... never hesit8 2 approach her kc she's always der 2 talk 2 u... c leli, i simply love this girl... i was just so touched by what she had 2 say after the upcat results came... it even made me cry...
c janeth, d switest girl, grabe, she exudes fun, ganun k simple... c aesha, shempre ang babaeng 2 ay isa s mga kapwa dancer ko... pagtanda ata nmin un n lng ggwin nmn c buhay e.. no aesh? hehe... c momo, love ko 2!!! sarap ihug all the time.. and ma22wa k s knya... npkcute, at lalong mas cute kpag ngglit... sumisigaw!! c gail, shmpre mawawala b nmn 2, 4 n taon k n 2ng pingttisan... kming dalawa ay parang bread and butter, masarap kasi... bwahahahaha... sha ang kshare ko s parent problems...
c nhalyn, may pademure effect to, pero once 2mwa, get out of her way... ang kamao nya ang mkksagupa mo... pero kidding aside, nhalyn has served all of us well, and she deserves some credit... applause3... c lany, sya ang kausap ko kpag 2ngkol s pagkain... para kming mga food critics, ngrerecomend kmi s isat isa ng masasarap kainan.. pde n kming gumawa ng culinary magazine... c aboy, batas!!! she speaks her mind, and she's such a brave girl, kc she faces her probs, most of the time by herself.. 4 me, she's the strongest girl s moseley... dont let her size deceive u, she's been through the worst storms, and she has tried her best 2 face evry single 1 of them...
c ginel, kabaka ko to... pero u know wat, ders more 2 her than meets the eye... very deep thoughts ang lumalabas s bibig nya kpag seryoso sya... dont let the laugh fool u, she has her probs, pero she struggles just about everytym... c glai is the girl u'd want 2 take on a d8... she has much 2 say... pero she has much 2 learn din, specially s pinoy... kabatak ko 2 s pgging best in filipino.. ang sarap2 hilain ng dila ni glaiza at plantsahin 2 straighten it out...
so ayan... moshies ko '2.... i have evry rison in d world 2 cry... kc marami akong maiiwanan n mga minamahal when college gets the better of me... pero dont wory, mahal ko kaung lahat... u'll remain in my heart 4ever... sana ako rn...
