moshies!!! miss ko na kau!!! wla kc akng means of contact d2.. wla aqng cel kc aun nga, dko naactiv8 ung global roaming..
haaay.. sna bgo man lng mgstart ung bgong skulyr mgkita kita tau ulit.. ung completo! wla lng.. kc feelng ko pg psukan, super bz na tau.. bka d na ult mgkaron ng chance na mging complete taung 32..
sbi nio ang saya tlga ng outng.. ng gradbol (lalo na para sa mga iba jan) at sympre, d ako nkasama sa mga iyon.. feelng ko 2loy op ako.. habang ngssya kau at ngssayaw, aq nman ay bagut na bagut sa eroplano.. my god! more than 12 hours ata aqng nkaupo.. ngkakalyo na ata butt ko..
sana nmn lhat cgrdo na sa courses nla.. at sa university na ppsukan.. god bless po sa inyong lhat! miss ko na tlga kau! luv u ol!!:)
Eo.. hay.. sayang di me nkapunta masci knina.. di ko rn tuloy nakita c aesha.. naku, sowie po tlga.. nkalimutan kong mgpaalam eh.. late pa ko nagcing knina.. hehe.. pramis, nxt tym mgkkita na tau.. maccb mo na rn sakin kng anumang dpat mng cbhin.. =)
so ayun nga.. sa mga umalis, sana po ay nag-enjoy kayo.. hehe.. nga pala, share ko sa inyo tong nakita ko sa blog ng frend ng cuz ko.. la lang.. ito cguro ung mga risons kng bkit masayang mbuhay khit na mrami tayng ngging problema..
15 reasons why i love to live:
1.) At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2.) At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3.) The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4.) A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5.) Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6.) You mean the world to someone.
7.) If not for you, someone may not be living.
8.) You are special and unique.
9.) Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10.) When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11.) When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look- you most likely turned your back on the world.
12.) When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13.) Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14.) Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15.) If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
ei pips, nabago ko na ung link ko.. tama na po cia.. hehe.. hindi ba bkas ung clearbuk? hay.. cge, nxt tym na lng pag ngktakta tau.. sana sa su2nod, mas marami ako mkita.. =)
-wakapush (yan json[nsan ka man...], may name na..)
salamat sa aking mga badminto buddies! sa biyaheng langit! sa sakit ng katawan at bulsa ko! grabe nilalagnat na ko! bevssss....pano na ito???
hoy, miss ko na kayo kaya dapat may lakwatsa sa friday..tutal kukunin naman natin pics from felicity db? AT miss ko na kayo at lalong miss nyo na ko kaya dapat na tayong magkita-kita pa...ayoko na kayong pahirapan pa...wahehe
hanggang dito muna...ang sakit na ng ulo ko...
baka mahuli pa ko ni mama na tumakas sa bed.wehehehehehe
elo moshies.. la lang.. miss ko na kau ulit.. hehe.. bored na ko tpos init pa!! la na ko ibang ginawa kundi matulog dito at kumain! fil ko 2loi ttaba na ko.. as if! hihihi.. cge, have a nyc summer! ingatz kaung lahat! =)
xcess: pki tanggal na po pala ung link sakin.. di na po yan ung blog ko.. iba na po.. hehe.. cbhin ko na lng po nxt tym.. ckret lng nming 2 muna eh.. ;) babay!
when i look at you, i see something else
i see a beauty that never was...
when i gaze upon you, i see something i never saw before
i end up with questions nobody can answer...
when our eyes would meet, something's different
i see a spark that never was there...
when your fingers cross mine, something else happens
i feel a tingle as electricity flows through our hands...
when i tell you i love you, my heart skips a different beat
i just get weak, i lose my thoughts, i'm lost for words...
when you tell me you love me, i'd never let our eyes meet
i can't let you see the way you bring me to tears...
what was my biggest mistake?
i fell in love with my friend...
a little something i had 2 say... i just had to say it..
And I have loved
And I have served
And I have sinned
But I have learned
As long as you are true to the life
That you live
This is the time to feel love
I feel a stirring deep within
Slowly picking up momentum
Like the tide coming in to shore
Over and under in its course
This feeling emblazed inside
Every nerve like a firefly
Hovering above me
Glow, Glow,
Glowing divine
Every nerve like a firefly
Every nerve like a firefly
This feeling emblazed inside
Every nerve like a firefly
I never want to lose what I have finally found
There's a requiem
A new congregation
And it's telling me go forward and walk
Under a brighter sky
Every nerve glowing like a firefly
Every nerve like a firefly
This feeling emblazed inside
Every nerve like a firefly
I feel a stirring deep within
Slowly picking up momentum
Like the tide coming into shore
Over and under in its course
I never want to lose
What I have finally found
There's a requiem
A new congregation
And it's telling me go foreward and walk
Under a brighter sky
Every nerve glowing like a firefly
Glow, Glow, Divine
Glow, Glow, Divine
Every nerve like a firefly, glowing
Every nerve like a firefly, glow
Glow
elo moshies! hmmm... i just have to refuel.. my patience has exhausted.. at least now, i've finally understood why Jade got mad during d distribution of cards..
it's crazy 2 keep somebody waiting.. no, not just crazy, it's insensitive and inconsiderate.. we don't have ol d tym in d world.. & i believe, i have 2 punish myself for this.. but it's not too late, right?
please bear with me.. if u feel 4 me, u can join me as well in my little discipline training.. i know dat i'm robbing u of ur precious time.. i just wanted to release some tension.. sorry..
i don't want dis to sound so formal.. i want it plain and simple..
i just want to make a short and clear oath and take u as my witnesses dat from dis day on
..i will take into more consideration other's feelings and be responsible enough to handle my compromises..
..i will do my best to attend 2 whatever promises i've made and make no alibis to save face..
..i will come on time or ahead of time and if possible, avoid meeting d deadlines..
..i will set my watch just exact.. not 5 mins in advance.. ..i will remind myself of this oath i've made everytime i feel like pleading for 5 mins more..
So help me God
nalin
"the deepest secret is that life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.. seek therefore, not to find out who you are, seek to determine who you want to be.." -Neale Donald Walsch
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salamat sa oras! pero nagbago na'ko di ba gail?
sana nga lang hindi lng i2 prang manana habit..
at sna rin, hindi cia ma2lad sa iba kong new yr's resolutions..
elo moshies.. hmmm.. i just have to refuel.. my patience has exhausted..
at least now, i've finally understood why jade got mad during d distribution of cards..
it's crazy to keep sumbody waiting.. no, not just crazy, it's insensitive and inconsiderate.. but i'm still holding on.. it's not too late right?
pls. bear wid me.. if u feel 4 me, u can join me in my little discipline training as well.. i know i'm just wasting ur precious time.. sorry.
i'm not making dis sound so formal.. just plain and simple..
i just want to make a clear oath and take u as my witnesses dat from dis day on
..i will take into more consideration other's feelings and be responsible enough to handle my compromises..
..i will do whatever promise i've made and make no alibis 2 save face..
..i will come on time or ahead of time and if possible, avoid meeting d deadlines..
..i will set my watch just exact.. not 5 mins advance..
..i will remind myself of this oath i made for my stubborn self everytime i feel like pleading for 5 mins more..
So help me God..
nalin
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salamat sa oras.. pero diba nagbago na'ko, dba gail?
sana nga lng ndi lng 2 manana habit..
hay.. elo moshies! la lang.. miss ko na kaung lahat.. waa.. bored na ko d2 sa bahay.. puro na lng me kain, tulog, nuod tv & ol.. hehe.. sana lng nxt tym pag ngkita tau, mejo 2maba na ko.. hihi.. hay.. bsta, miss ko na kaung lahat.. konti lng nkta nung monday..
hmmm.. nwei, mukang d me mkksama sa lakad ng mga southeners bkas na bowling.. i really wanna go pro d ata ako ppyagan eh.. hay.. gs2 nio kitakits tau sa bday ko? (kaso matgal pa un.. hehe..) cge, un lng.. init na tlga ngaun! as in!
ei mga pipz...
i'm back from a wik long damn vacation..
one wik rin akong gana sa pagkain.. ganun pla ang filing pag nawaln ka ng mahal sa buhay.. wla kng appetite.. nagiging iyakin ka pa..
anyways.. na-miss ko kaung lhat..
i had a great discovery sa bkuran namin sa probincia..
kitangkita pla dun ung sunset...
arw-arw 4 one wik minamasdan ko cia... and i had time to contemplate things..
nung b-day ko ay nakita ko ung purple version ng sunset na cnasb ni m..
magnda cia...
i just wished..
sana maulit ung prom..ung outing.. ung grad ball..
kahit na makita ko ulit c congressman bacolod...
dun sa mga nagcompliment sa previous post ko.. i do not need your compliments.. sorry my last post was actually not for the public because really my feelings for a certain person is something called "private".. nagmamadali lng kc ako kya sa blog na lng natin ko cia nailagay...
cge un lng... byerz..
"and now my beautiful butterfly, you have left me just when I was convinced that i finally found what they call... love"
Its a hot Saturday afternoon and I'm here at a computer shop sweating my ass off while trying to update myself with everything that has happened since the glorious farewell of Batch '04.
Well, gusto ko lang sabihin na kumusta na kayong lahat. Siguro by this time ineenjoy niyo na ang sarili niyo sapagkat wala nang pasok. Haay naku... Sabagay, we all deserve this naman after a hurricane-year. Bakit nga ba hurricane, hurricane dahil sa taong ito, napakarami talagang nangyari na hindi mo expected nung second year natin or even nung third year. Grabe talaga. Mahirap na isa-isahin yun baka kasi kahit na mostly ay masaya, baka malungkot lang ako sa iba.
Well, siguro nga this year ay naging masama ako. Masama in a way na naging "babaero" raw ako. Siguro nga ay totoo yun pero who can blame me? Ganun lang siguro talaga ang napili kong buhay noong mga panahong iyon. Anyways, natanggap ko na naman ang parusa ko eh and hangang ngaun ay nagdurudo pa rin ako. Kung ano man iyong punishment na iyon, huwag niyo na alamin....Masakit eh...
Well, gusto ko lang sabihin na mahal ko kayong lahat. Mga Moshies and lahat ng naging part ng lyf ko including the teachers who guided us in the right paths(kahit na minsan ay nililigaw rin tau hehe) pati na rin sa mga taong hindi masyado naging important sa akin.
GUSTO KO LANG SABIHIN NA I LOVE ALMOST EVERYTHING ABOUT BATCH 2004....un lang
Siya nga pala, siguro ay ni minsan hindi niyo pa ako nakita umiyak noh. Well to tell you the truth, its part of my training na hindi umiyak. Sinanay ko na talaga ang sarili ko sa mga situations na ganun kahit na nga ba deep inside eh may falls na sa akin hehe
Un lang uli....Sori kung tinabunan ko ung magandang sulatin ni Aldrin..
Seeing your face before we depart was a lot more torture than a thousand knives stabbed in a man’s body. The bleeding will take the life out of me in a few minutes, but with the kind of torture your face brings me… wounds me slowly, letting me feel every bit of the sweet torment and every enticing agony. It cuts me into pieces smaller than small. And whenever I look into your eyes and beyond it, I shiver helplessly. Adding to the sorrow was the fact that I did not see and might no longer see "me" in them. Fearing I might drown, I begin to look away and tears start to flow as if it will see no ending. It will really be a hell of a time for me to get over the feel of your touch, the gentleness of your embrace, the comfort of your words, the sweetness of your laughter, the melody of our song, the world I called “ours”. Maybe the reason is I don’t really want to get over them. I intend to keep them locked inside my heart… as I have kept you there too. I never want to and never will forget you. They say that forgetting someone means you never loved that someone. I merely wanted to clear my mind of you for the meantime that I may stop hoping and waiting for all the things that could have been.
It saddens me so much that I never had the chance to show you the extent of how much I felt. If I only realize that I had only a short time of being with you, I would have never left your side, every single day and night. I would have chained you close to me and never let you go. I would have told you “ I love you “ over and over and over again, not just four times over a single night, until I have no voice left to say any word (but even as I may have lost my voice, silence will speak for me.) I would have married you right then and there the very moment you would let me. (I have low hopes...but still I pray) If only I had all the time in the world, I want to spend them all beside you---loving you, and if all the time in the world may not be enough I would keep turning back time. But then again, you have left me with a grateful heart for each little things you did; for all the things big and small---they all made me love you more. Just by remembering the wonderful memories will surely calm my being in times of restlessness and sadness. Even as the hurt and lonely feelings will mock and haunt me forever, I know love shall rule over them. Moreover, you have made a stronger, better, and more loving person out of me. My life has ended as you said (or just waved) goodbye, even though it may be just for the time being, it still lessens my faith and brings me a great heartache.
Sometimes, I blame love for this pain I feel but I do accept love for all its mysteries. All I know is that you’ve made me feel the extremities of its ways. Where there is love, pain and hurt lies. But as one loves, there is neither pain nor hurt; only more love. For the longest times, I hoped for miracles that time will turn back for me. (I never stopped hoping up to this very minute!) Eventually, I realized that there are things that are meant to be and even as I do my very best to keep you, I would never succeed. Even if I exhaust all of life’s possibilities, I can never have my own will. It’s not because I myself am a failure, but because I have no power over love…over you.
Let me tell you one thing as your doors keep closing for me… If ever you find yourself in love with someone, just make sure that he loves you the way I do and even more. Please know that I long for your happiness. Bear in mind that the only way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost (I learned that because I am losing you.) Learn to accept it and learn not to let every opportunity to be with him to pass you by. Love him completely as you would want to be loved.
This is more than just a group of words but my heart is in it. I know now that I could die a thousand deaths. I love you this much. Letting go is just another way of putting it.
Goodbye, although I promised not to say so. But it’s not for forever. It’s just for now. I am not bemoaning for what was lost; I am so grateful for what remains. .)
Goodbye. It is such a cruel word, but it’s the only word that can ever be kind to me now.
Again, I know I’ll be missing you.
neway, lam ko ngaung day na 2 ay halos lahat ng moshies nasa villa sylvia (i hope i got it right. inggiiiiiiit akoooooooooo!).
nais ko lng iparating sa lahat na thnks for accepting me as a part of this unbreakable FAMILY-- ang MOSHIES FAMILY! di ko talaga inakalang you will accept me (masyado bng mdrama...).
enough about teleserye lines. well, congrats sa ting lahat! we successfully surpassed everything. as in EVERYTHING! graaaabeeeee! i still can't believe that we are already graduates. ang bilis nga naman ng panahon. june 5 2000, nasa quad tau waiting for our very first period (hindi ito ung sa mga babae!).
totoo ba talaga toh?!?
alam kong ang familing 2 ay di magkakahiwalay whatever happens! MOSHIES BATO nga, d b?
cge po. enjoy swimming (ingiiiiiit na ingiiiiit na koooooooo!). kitakits na lang po sa gradball.
