since ala pa akong blog (mahirap mgmaintain, w/ studies and evrythin... bwahahaha... studies?! ala s dictio ko un e...) dito ko muna ibubuhos ang mga prob ko.. bear with me... alam ko nmng mapgssbihan ko kau ng problema... and bsyds, consider this a light read, puro iyakan blues n lng e.. sumthin a tad lighter.. so here it goes...
we were eating s kfc knina nang mapasok nnmn ang 2ngkol s college.. and of course.. la salle ako.. as said, or more like dictated, by my rents.. sum1 reacted, cant remember exactly kung cno, "huh!? (c bevs ata un...) "sayang naman brains mo" (aun c bevs nga) nakisakay nmn ako s knya, sabi ko "mron b ako nun? ano un?" and so, i tormented myself once again and got inot thinking... is this really what i want?
(to omar and jamie: cnsbi ko s inyo... i'm dead serious... i'd rather give the scholrship 2 u... life wud have bin a lot easier kung walang gni2...) u see, after i told my parents na i got the scholarship, of course 2wang 2wa cla... well, shmpre hindi ako human kung hindi rin ako m22wa... pero naging blurred n ang icp ko... back 2 my rents.. nahihiya akong sbhin n gus2 ko s ibang school, pero hu am i 2 contest? it's simple a matter of gratitude... pasasalamat ko un, at bayad sa mga countless kabalbalan na ping-gggwa ko s buhay ko...
u know wat makes it even harder? 2lad nung incident knina... u tell people na la salle k mag-aaral, u'd get various rxns with all the same thought in mind... bakit ka la salle? pardon me, pero it feels like i'm being mocked... parang dey'r lookin down at me... dont worry... gnyan dn ako dati... until i got the same fate... it's karma, i suppose... s2pid me...
gus2 kong mag-ateneo, as in super... parang ang hirap isipin na nandi2 ako samantalang halos lahat kau e gumigimik sa libis... buhuhuhuhu... cguro God has other plans 4 me... my ADMU dreams have been shaterd... :(
moving on with my next problem... dis will be much more intrsting 2 read.. swear..
a friend of mine has done d unthinkable... will i always be prone 2 this kind of friendships? dis is dead serious... i'm telling you.. bakit nga b? ano b nmn kc nkita nya s akin? e kung ako sya, mrmi nmng iba jan... i certainly do not look good, pero di rin nmn ako patapon no... im a mediocre s2dent... im nothing but the average kind of guy... at least dat's how i see myself...
pero u know wat.. d json u knew, d insensitive, d "bato" has officially landed on d cursed land of people with fleeting hearts.. yep, you guessed it right... im in-L-O-V-E... (i swear i can hear your gasps of shock, or disgust!?!) pero dont get me wrong... i did not love her bcause she told me dat she felt sumthing 4 me... it hapend way b4 dat...
anyhow... ok.. uv had ur laugh... stop it...
congrats s ating lhat!!!
json ;p
p.s. dont even think bout asking me hu dat friend is... let's leave it at dat... u officially know 2 much already...
