aftr readin ur freakin blogs, i jus found myself myself teary-eyed... what's d mattr wichu pipol? y do u wannna make me cry like a baby?!
-----> enough of my pathetic side.
kpg iniicp ko n plpit n nang plpit grad nten, i rili feel xcited. i min, s wkas, we cn finally say gudbye to d cruel world of masci.. i cn finally entr my dream school.. but then i realyz tht as soon as i receive my diploma and go through all the notions of being called on the stage, it wud also min saying gudbye to the pipol whom i'v learnd 2 love and call my family. i have 2 say gudbye 2 moshies.
i dn't giv a damn if u call me a sentimental fool--i admit it. iyakin ako. sobra akong affectd ng mga simple things. but moseley is not just a simple "thing." moseley has been a fraction of my life... one of the arteries tht transport blood to my system (ngek).
TAKOT AKO. ayokong mwla sken ang mga pinaka-importanteng tao s buhay ko. d ko kyang ibaon s limot ang mga memories n inipon ko mula p nung first yr...
i know n nd ako tulad ng iba nting classmates n sobrng close s lhat ng mga moshies. nd ako ung tipong pala-sama s lakwacha. nd ako sweet. mdalang ako makipag-close s mga pipol. pro 2 those hu rilirilirili know me, alm nla kung gano ako ksentimentl at kaiyakin. konti p lng kc ang mga taong nkkita skeng umiiyak ng todo. kc nga, gus2 kong ipkita s mrmi n i'm strong. pro ciempre, my soft side sometimes shows up. tulad ngaun..
ewn ko b. nung 2nd yr, akala ko i belonged to the nerdiest bunch of pipol who cared for nothing but getting A’s… but I was wrong. Belonging to Moseley is not just about being in d top section—it is about belonging to the best people I could ever be with. It is about sharing your life with the most talented and most unique individuals in the universe. And I’m not exaggerating.
3rd yir p lng, iniicp ko n ang buhay n wla ang mga taong araw-araw kong ksma. Haha.. mtgl n pla akong takot. Pero noon, ciempre, sabi ko s srli ko: “mtgl p un. D ko muna iicpn un.” Pero ngaun, less than a month n lng tau mgkakasama-sama s iisang rum. Less than one month n lng tau s M21. D ko n kelngng itanong kung naiicp nio b un, dhil alam kong OO ang isasagot nio (hihinga muna ako ng malalim…)
after April 1, isa n nmng pinto ang mgbubukas pra sa ating lhat. College life. Makakakilala n nmn tau ng ibang tao who can make or break us. Pro alam nio, wla n yatang hihigit p sa mga taong nakilala ko s Moseley—wala nang hihigit p sa inio. I nvr imagind myself caring for pipol outside my biological family. Kc nga, iba kayo eh. Ksma ko kyo s mga moments of success at failure ko. Kayo ang ksma ko hbng pinagdadaanan ko ang different changes s buhay ko. Kayo yung mga taong nagappahalaga s mga efforts ko.. tinanggap nio kung ano ako. ‘ni minsan, hindi ako nagpanggap sa inio kc alam kong mhal nio ako. At napatunayan ko un s loob ng tatlong taon.
Three precious years.. hinding-hindi ko ipagpapalit s kahit n ano ang mga alaala ntin. S college, hindi ako makakakilala ng mga tulad nio. Inspirasyon. Ksma s kalokohan. Kakwentuhan. Hingahan ng sama ng loob. Kaibigan.
Ang dami ko pang gus2ng sbhn, kya lng bka masira tong keyboard ko dhil sobrang basa n ng luha… Words are not enough to express how I really feel about leaving you guys. Mahal na mahal ko kayong lhat. Hindi ko kayo makakalimutan habang nabubuhay ako. At sana, kung may afterlife man, magkita-kita pa rin tayo… I will never grow tired of loving you, moshies. Slmt s lhat-lhat.
Lord, thank you for blessing me with such wonderful people.
