i feel so alone... y do i find it so hard to trust anyone here? lagi raw nakaclose ung gate ng buhay ko... arrggghhh... somethng's always holdng me back... & i don't even know wat t s... der's a lot of opportunities dat i've missed... at pnabayaan ko lang... oo, marami n kong nasayang... haaay... ewan ko ba... feeling ko malapit na kong mag-explode...